I met my guardian angel and felt true and real serenity?

2years ago i was going through the worst time of my life well 1 day i was on and off crying and asking god to take me i didnt want to live anymore not even for my kids i thought i was going mad i was paceing around the house still crying 4oclock am came i needed to sleep but couldnt ,i lay in my bed and i ask my angel to help me ,(still crying) then all went calm i felt like some1 ad rapped there arms around me and held me so tight ,it was amazing and thats y i beleve in them ....so as any1 felt true serenity ??/